I love God! There is absolutely no doubt about that, and I thank Him for all the blessings that I have. I just continue to pray for the end to the darkness around my soul. I get brief moments of light, but then it seems to go straight back into the darkness. I do believe that Christ watches over me and I know that His hand is on my shoulder guiding me through this. I just wish that the light at the end of the tunnel would grow brighter.
Dear God, please let there be an end to this and help me to feel the love that I know You have for me.